Chapter 2

Monday, July 23, 2007

Quotes for one night~

You learn to like someone
when you find out what makes them laugh, :D
but you can never truly love someone
until you find out what makes them cry. ;(
~Author Unknown




I ran up the door,
opened the stairs,
said my pajamas
and put on my prayers
turned off my bed,
tumbled into my light,
and all because
he kissed me good-night!
~Author Unknown




Love is much like a wild rose,
beautiful and calm,
but willing to draw blood in its defense.
~Mark Overby




For you see,
each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday
and less than tomorrow.
~Rosemonde Gerard




Kissing is like drinking salted water.
You drink, and your thirst increases.
~Chinese Proverb

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

LOL Me vs. Alter Me

So this is what Queenie said in my ChatBox @ 14 Jul 07, 02:14

Queenie:
aww, i cant make a blogskin for u saying *the definition of sexy* why? cause someone already beat you to that position XD

So anyone wondering whoever that sexier person is??? Yea, me!! hahahaha...
>.<(*note that this is only PART of our conversation.)


Wqve: heyhey heya~
Queenie: heya sexie

Wqve: lol... so who's sexier than me now hahaha?
Queenie: **Suddenly goes offline**

Queenie: **Comes back online**

Wqve: lol... welcome bak~ hahaha
Queenie: =.=
Queenie: swtness

Wqve: lol....
Wqve: im me... no doubt
Wqve: so who's sexier than me now.... lol?
Queenie: hmm, the alter you
Wqve: LOL
Wqve: ic ic
**Conversation continues......**


It ends there in this post~ no more, no less~ hahaha so now we know who's sexier than me~ LOL

haiz~ hahahaha

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Melancholy

That night, I gave the preacher his Littmus Lozenge right before he kissed me good night.

"What's this?" he said.

"It's some candy that Miss. Franny's great-grand-father invented. It's called Littmus Lozenge."

The preacher unwrapped it and put it in his mouth, and after a minute, he started rubbing his nose and nodding his head.

"Do you like it?" I asked him.

"It has a peculiar flavor....."

"Root beer?" I said.

"Something else."

"Strawberry?"

"That, too. But there's still something else. It's odd."

I could see the preacher getting further and further away. He was hunching up his shoulders and lowering his chin and getting ready to pull his head inside his shell.

"It almost tastes a little melancholy," he said.

"Melancholy?? What's that??"

"Sad," said the preacher. He rubbed his nose some more.

" It makes me think of your mother."

Winn Dixie, was a curious dog, and sniffed at the candy wrapper in the preacher's hand.

"It tastes sad," he said, and sighed. "It must be a bad batch."

"No," I told him. I sat up in bed. "That's the way it's suppose to taste. Littmus came back from the war and his whole family was dead. His daddy died fighting. And his mama and his sisters died from a disease and the Yankees burned his house down. And Littmus was sad, and what he wanted more than anything in the world was something sweet. So he built a candy factory and made Littmus Lozenges, and he put all the sad he was feeling into the candy.

A passage from the book "Because of Winn-Dixie" Author Kate DiCamillo

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

"At the Beginning with You" Lyrics

This is a lovely song~
It has been my favorite since i was 8,
and still is!! :P
Here are the LYRICS...... feel free to sing along!! haha :D
ENJOY!
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At the Beginning with You
We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming,
what we'd have to go through
Now here we are,
I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope,
you were there to remind me
This is the start
{Chorus}
And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever,
wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.
We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming,
how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand,
unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
{Chorus}
And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever,
wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.
Knew there was somebody,
somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
{Chorus}
And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever,
wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you...
(ends)

Urge to Play

So i used to play the piano. I guess i still can if i brush up. It hasn't been that long since i stopped playing.... or has it?? close to 4 yrs maybe?

I was at the library, and this library happens to have a downstair art class. In that class, there was this piano just sitting there. Then i suddenly had this urge to just sit at on the piano bench, open up the piano and just play it. Course there was a class going on. I couldn't do that.

Then i went to church. During lunch there was this piano, sitting at the corner of the room. I kept staring at it. I had this urge to run my fingers across the keys. It was so weird. Musical notes, keys, pieces, songs, scale, so many things that i had learned......all just came back to me in a flash.

Course, my parents were talking to the pastor, when he suddenly turns to me and asks me if i knew how to play any musical instruments. I didn't get a chance to reply, my dad answered for me. And what DO you expect him to say? Duh~

"She USED to play the piano........ "

I thought he'd just nod his head and change the topic, but surprisingly he smiled at me and said i could help out by playing the piano.

You could say i was neither dissapointed nor excited, but i was really hoping i could play at least one song again. Alone. Especially the song that i took forever to learn..."A Few of my Favorite Things" sung by Julie Andrews from the "Sound of Music" that is my favorite piece. I just feel like playing that song over and over.

It would be a wonderful feeling to be able to play the piano again. I was never really interested in piano while i was learning. Now its different. I don't know why, but i feel like learning it on my own this time. I'm sure i can pick up really quickly and easily after playing and practicing a few times. It would be fantastic, to be able to play during church even.

But hey i can dream all i want. I'm not going to go anywhere unless i do something about it. I need an opportunity. I'll grab it.

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Monday, July 9, 2007

This world is what it is.
It was like this,
and will be always.
Yes, life is tragic

but yes life can be a bliss.

You deal with the world.
You can't
alter it
You don't
decide
what happens to it.
You have
no control
whatsoever,
Not even if you're
immortal
.
You don't rule it still.

You
face the world,
live it to the fullest.
Suicide is for
cowards.
They will never know the world.

Living life to the fullest is simple really.
It don't need fame nor riches.
As the saying goes
"Do the best of your abilities"
It never turns out the way you want it to.
Yea, i mean it could be better or worst.
But be glad.


Don't turn your head,
<>.
Don't look at others,
richer or poorer.
Don't envy,
"i *wish* i was him or her".
Don't compare,
this or that.
Don't, just dont.
its so simple.
'Cuz why?
It'll make you miserable.

Be thankful,
that you have, what you have.



Taking your own life is selfish.
It leaves a
/cut/ on yourself
AND
your loved ones.

You will never achieve or fail anything.
You will never know how far you can go.
You will not know what
joy is or what moments of sadness
are.
You will never see the world transform
You will never do.... so many things....


You have no guts if kill yourself.
No feelings. None at all.


They care,
You are thoughtless.
They help,
you ignore them.

They love,
you stay ice cold.

It's the world.
You respond.
Paths so
DIVERSE
,
you are taken into a world of its own.
You choose.
You walk the world.





I reliezed that...........




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Sunday, July 8, 2007

As i close my eyes

and feel my heart,


an inner voice i hear


from a distant world apart.


Warm and soothing


healing and comforting,


sweeter than a nightingale's song.


Although this wait is sad and long,


you are in my every thought


in my every detail.


Our love beyond all metrics.


All i know is that,


you love me and i love you.






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Thursday, July 5, 2007

If you are a dreamer, come in

If you are a dreamer, a wisher,

A Hope-er, a Pray-er,a Magic Bean Buyer,

If you're a pretender, come sit by my fire,

For we have some flax~golden tales to spin~

Come in!

Come in!

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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Red & Blue

`Red is a color`
`Blue is a color`
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red+blue=purple
Its a F_A_C_T
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Blood is Red,
The Sky is Blue
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Red's hot,
but blue's hotter.
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Blue is the HOTTEST part of fire,
*not red*.
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~Blue is serene, peaceful, calm, strong ~
********Red, bold, passionate, heat, joy, power********
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FEELING BLUE?
or RED HOT in love?
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``XOXOXO``

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

Another loooonngg quizz

Layer One: On The Outside

Nick Name : Wave, Wqve, SugarPeach, Wavey haha ^^
Date :
11/11 ~ isnt't tht cool??? lolz
Status :
T~*&)(*^;$A~*^%~K)~^%~*E)(~^)*~^N*&^$
Eye Colour :
Dark brown
Hair:
Long black, black, black even in the sunlight, BLACK
Righty or Lefty : hmmmm, i guess ambidextrous...write with right tho..



Layer Two : On The Inside

Your Heritage : Chinese

Your Fears : nightmares, haunted houses, not being able to go back to Msia!!!!!!!!!!


Your Weakness :
i'm ticklish.... haha
Your Perfect Pizza :
hmmm.... gotta be my mom's..... =P


Layer Three : Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow

Your Thoughts First Waking Up : Oh its such a nice cool weather/ What time is it??/what was that dream about??/ Him....>.<
Your Bedtime : =.="

Your Most Missed Memory : too many.... ALL missed


Layer Four : Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke : hmmmm....lets MIX IT!!! hahaha soda cocktail!!! >.<
McDonald’s or Burger King : lets "da pao" McD's curly fries, BurgerKing's burger.... Lolz

Single or Group Dates : hmmmm... single~ more romantic~ hahaha
Adidas or Nike :
dont care much about brands....
Tea or Nestea :
tea~
Chocolate or Vanilla :
Vanilla ice cream but chocolate chocolates... haha
Cappucino or Coffee :
can i have both????? =P


Layer Five : Do You....

Smoke : NEVER EVER!!! TOTALLY BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Curse :
ummm..... only if im really pissed off
Take a shower :
DUHHHHH ...... n more DUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHsssss
Have a crush :>>>>>>>>>
Think you’ve been in love : <<<<<<<<



Layer Six : In The Past Month

Drank alcohol : nop nop
Gone to the mall :
yup yup yup!!
Been on stage :
havent been on stage for like..... 2 yrs!!!
Eaten sushi :
yup yup....
Dyed your hair :
Hair spray count??? haha


Layer Seven : Have You Ever..

Played A Stripping Game : hahahahahahaha NOPE >.<


Layer Eight : Age You’re Hoping ....

To Be MARRIED? : 24 - 28?????


Layer Nine : In a Girl/Guy

Best Eye Colour : .......-.='
Best Hair Colour :
........-.="""
Short Hair or Long Hair
:well, depends :D


Layer Ten : What Were You Doing

1 Min Ago : doing this freaking long quizz .... lolz
1 Hour Ago : Eating
4.5 Hours Ago :
playing next door!!!
1 Month Ago : packing~ lolz


Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence

I Love : him....
I Feel :
homesick!!
I Hate : this half way across the world MOVE!!!!
I Hide : secrets~~ lolz
I Miss : him!!!
I Need : him!!!!!!!!!

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Floooooooooooddddddd

lolz...... imagine a flooded house...... hmm..... *thinking*



*** imagination land***

***gushing windows***

***door brusting open***

***furniture swimming***

***people drowning wet***

***electric appliances... useless***



but it wasnt THAT bad~ haha



well it was a Friday....

My mom n i were laughing our heads off while my bro&sis did some singing and dancing.... hahaha i laughed so much i couldn't breathe properly.... haha n my dad's always in the house.... so we wanted to get him to come out n join us..... but when we opened the door...... there was like 1inch off water covering the floor!!! OMG we all rush to get like towels n mops wtv that could absorb water..... even our body towel... -.=" lolz..... but we did manage to clean up so fast so quick so swift so clean.... that even my grandma didn't know it happened (even tho she was in her house in her room LOL) >.<

hahahaha :P