Msian bdays

I've been really homesick and my birthday.... it just sucked.

Back in Malaysia i'd have my aunts and friends.
This year, its so so so different. I'm in the States. I have friends and my family. No aunts. No best friends. None of all my loved ones besides my direct family. Sigh.

On top of that, i just kept crying throughout the day. The night before my birthday, my birthday morning, almost cried in church, and i cried my self to sleep. When i woke up today, my eyes were all swollen and red. Honestly, i have never cried on my birhtday before.

I didn't really get much presents this year, but i don't really mind. WHY? cuz the only thing i want is to go back to Malaysia. I don't really have any wants besides that.

I'd love to thank Bernadette who remembered my birthday. =) She gave me A LOT of candy! haha *SWEET*! plus this LOVELY PURPLE HOMEMADE BRACELET!
OMG!! i just kept hugging her when she gave me the present. I also got a card from my aunts!! =D It had all these encouraging thoughts from them and I just felt like crying. I miss them so much. No present but i don't care. I love their words of encouragements.

Yeah, I kept thinking and wishing that my birthday present was a ticket in my hand back home to Malaysia. Yeah i know. Its like "DREAM ON!!"

*sigh*

It feels really depressing and when i cried. I could feel my whole body turn cold. My nose was like useless. I couldn't breathe. My eyes were just full of tears. My mind was just flooded with memories.